I almost lost my mother when I was 10 years old. Totoro Awesome Mamas Boobery Always On Tap Vintage Shirt. When my mom was in labor with my little sister there were complications and she lost a lot of blood. She had to stay in the hospital for a while. I remembered vividly coming home from school and hearing my dad frantically talking on the phone. I sensed he was tensed and sad. My dad sat me down and told me mom couldn’t come home today because she is not feeling well. I was more confused than anything at that point. But I put on my brave girl face told my dad not to worry and mom will be home soon.
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I helped out where I can as my dad had to work. Awesome Mamas Boobery Always On Tap Vintage Shirt. Luckily, we had some family around so we weren’t completely alone. I had to be strong for my dad and for my baby sister while dealing with this indescribable sadness that a 10-year-old kid could not understand at the time. Deep down I knew my mom was very sick and there was nothing I can do to help. It was such a hard time for us. One day I visited my mom inside intensive care. I saw my young mother in the same room as those nearing the end of their lives. It was terrifying. My mom had all these tubes and could barely speak to me.
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I came home with so much guilt and I was so disappointed in myself. Awesome Mamas Boobery Always On Tap Vintage Shirt. I didn’t understand why I felt the way I did. I love my mom so much but why was I scared to come near her? With all these emotions that I couldn’t process I found comfort in playing with a stuffed animal, I had at the time. He was my Totoro during those hard times. Fear is natural when dealing with life and death. It was all part of me growing up and sometimes you have to grow up a little faster than others. I might have been fearful but it doesn’t make me any less brave. Thankfully, my mom survived and she came home to us. I’m forever grateful.
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